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I have a dream about you out of nowhere that brought me right back to the heartbroken mess I was a few years back.

 

the next night some wannabe troubadour comes in and plays Brand New like he's trying to kill me with it.

 

sometimes I think you have a voodoo doll for my emotions, and you play with it when you're bored.

 

then I remember how much better off I am now.

Singing to an empty room

I wanna sit you down and talk
I wanna pull back the veils
And find out what it is I've done wrong
I wanna tear these curtains down
I want you to meet me somewhere
Tonight in this old tourist town
And we'll go

Low rising
'Cause we've gotta come up
We've gotta come up
Low rising
'Cause there's no further for us to fall
Low rising
'Cause I fear we've had enough
Low rising
Oh, for the love of you

I wanna take you to the rock
I wanna jump right in
And see what that big ocean's got
I wanna turn this thing around
I wanna drink with you
All night, till we both fall down
Till we go

Low rising
'Cause we've gotta come up
We've gotta come up
Low rising
'Cause there's no further for us to fall
Low rising
And I fear we've had enough
Low rising
Oh, for the love of you

Low rising
'Cause we've gotta come up
We've gotta come up
Low rising
Til I fear we've had enough
Low rising
'Cause there's no further for us to fall
Low Rising
Oh, for the love of you

For the love of you
Low rising, low rising
I wanna sit you down and talk
I wanna sit you down and talk about it now

fuck


My teeth hurt. I would love to write something more interesting than that, but it's really all I can think about.

well


Things are better. Health wise, marriage wise, work wise. I started writing poetry again. It's terrible. But you know. It's something to do.

 

so much about this weekend


Was lovely.

 

I need to remember to take care of myself in small ways, and stay connected with people who are positive.

I'm so


Tired. Of so many things. Including complaining about it. </p>

I suck.

All the times
I risked my life
to prove my love for you
by writing heartfelt haikus
on the heads of speeding bullets.

But with you gone now
every day is just one more day of missing you.
And that’s a gravity that weighs me down.
That’s a gravity
Newton never took into consideration
when talking about how all things eventually fall,
like I’m falling now.

Falling hard.
Right on down into trouble’s gutter

that awkward moment


When you find out that a man who has never even bought you a Christmas gift, gave another woman a guitar.

..


"I just run around hugging cats all day."

 

....."that's a euphemism"

sometimes I feel


Like I'm trying to fill a desert a drop of water at a time.